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Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Since you answered mine it's only fair I answer yours.

1. Are you afraid of losing everyone?
Yes and no. In the end everyone leaves, they all come and go like the wind. They come, we make friends and we all get on well... or maybe.
Either way I know that one day we will all drift apart and I don't mind because there is nothing we can do. What I don't like is losing that before they are supposed to go away, I think that's just upsetting the whole balance.


2. Do you ever wonder about what you did "today" everyday, and think about the consequence of those actions and feel regret?
If it was those days, I just fell like knocking my head against the wall. Other than that I rarely think about anything at all.... anything at all. I just move on into another day and the next and everything is soon forgotten. I can't regret cause it's not my choice. I just live on.... until I realise living on is meaningless and boring.


3. Do you feel as if the world's out to get you? Or at least your family? Examples.
The world only hates you as much as you want them to. Maybe they hate you more if you have the shitty face everyone wants to fuck off this planet, then maybe, but I'm used to not noticing cause it's normal to me for people to hate me at first impression. As for family, I mean, who loves old useless dogs? They ain't cute anymore and they useless. Law says can't dispose. So parents must keep. You know why I like Marigolds? I think it just has all the answers. Enough about that. I think my dreams deep down have all the answers. They always have. After all, you 'read about themselves/in colour'


4. Are you afraid of how your friends would feel if you told them what you have always felt?
Would they listen in the first place? Let me ask you that question. And if you ever find the answer to who really listens, let me tell you: Which one of them is willing to accept what I feel about anything? Probably dismiss me and sterotype me as some emo cum nerd freak who grows up to be those doomslayers living in the streets?
Nah, nah and nah. Instead of letting them listen to my crap lets make them all happy and entertain them, that's what they want, lovers of the moment and insensitive to the surroundings.


5. Why do you analyze your dreams and not leave them alone? Why don't you try to forget?
I don't analyze them because I want to, they just come to me. Nicely attached, with the dream I will never forget. At least it's not some crazy dream, though that is good. I can't forget, I can't forget, even the one where I was handcuffed and drowning and I dreamt that when I was 5, and i still can't forget. Know why? Because in my dream I had control and chose the choices I wanted and one day I took the wrong choice and dropped down a hole and now the God of her dream is now a victim of the other force that took over it.


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And so my story says.

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